Okay i finally made my Module Selection for my year 2 course. ((:
its not as if we had a choice to choose from though cos all are already pre-chosen for us. -_-"
& then.. i told my mum about the modules offered.. and what she said disturb me..alot.
"are you happy with your course?"
then it struck my mind.. all along.. i wasn't happy with it entirely..its just that i accepted it openly and just being thankful that i could get into somewhere alongside where i want to from the start.its just that my course deals with customer base. and mum said to become one.. one should have a lot of patience.well, if you guys know me well, my patience level isn't that high. i can only take that much. & pooff. i might just yank your hair off. okay not literally. HAH. Weeks before, mummy gave me and my brothers a talk..saying that if anything happens to her..we should know how to take care of each other..and not forget God. at that time too.. she wants us to further our studies and not be a disappointment..Then, she mentioned to me.. " Nurin..you can retake your O lvls too if you want". my reaction was WTH.but i just kept quiet.urgh. im almost completing my Year 1 in Poly.. and now.. you're telling me now? after all that?! wow thanks mum.
So back to today, after sharing my thoughts and feelings about it.. i suddenly burst into tears..its not everyday i could spill my heart out to my mum... and well, after that, it seriously felt great. Mummy gave me a hug and she even help me wipe away my stupid tears. the funny part is, i was holding a tub of yogurt in my hand.. and she was afraid my tears/mucus or whatever stuff would fall into it. LOL.
anw, i hope she gives her fullest support..and i guess whatever happens in future..
i can still change the route of my life..why not right?. =)
:D
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