Departure-24th May 0130
& im feeling rather sad..=(
not only because his my darling bro.. whom i am rather attached to..& like my best buddy..
but its just the way he ended his last few days in Singapore.
it really just break my heart hearing his stories...
it was just around 5 hours before his flight.. & he open up to me pretty deep.the long bus journey from yishun to changi airport was not enough to cover his full story.funny thing, i broke down & cry.not because he bully me or something.. which he always do.. but well, i cried for him. he dont deserve such treatment.At all.
Maybe i dont understand the whole problem..but well..why is everyone close to me are having relationship issues/problems? to the extend that they break off.
im just afraid anything bad will surface between me & my bf too. =(
Some break off without any substantial reasoning to support..but the other party is still too attached to the idea of being attached to let it go.. it affects the person's behavior and the way he lives too.
Some other is well, pretty much too used to breaking up & patching till the extend of not knowing what was their problem in the first place.Kept trying to amend, but never learning from past.
Others, well.. too caught up in finding a girl..just cause...to let the memory of an ex be erase..yet..ended up hurting himself.well...
Now,
im scared.but i have faith in us. i hope he does too. (:
ah shit. off track alr..kay back to pictures.. ^-^
Maybe i dont understand the whole problem..but well..why is everyone close to me are having relationship issues/problems? to the extend that they break off.
im just afraid anything bad will surface between me & my bf too. =(
Some break off without any substantial reasoning to support..but the other party is still too attached to the idea of being attached to let it go.. it affects the person's behavior and the way he lives too.
Some other is well, pretty much too used to breaking up & patching till the extend of not knowing what was their problem in the first place.Kept trying to amend, but never learning from past.
Others, well.. too caught up in finding a girl..just cause...to let the memory of an ex be erase..yet..ended up hurting himself.well...
Now,
im scared.but i have faith in us. i hope he does too. (:
ah shit. off track alr..kay back to pictures.. ^-^
I hope wherever he is right now, might be doing some hardcore army training probably.... hahaa.i just hope that he leave whatever past to his past.& not affect him too much there.& myb move on? well..
fck you girl. & dont come back slut. ((:....
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omg that face. alahai. mintak kasih sayang sey. hahaha
anws,May he be stronger & may Allah bless him
hopefully he wont get conned/hooked by 'Thailand girls' there. :D
hehehehe.
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